Incertitude is one tenacious whisperer, and lately the air around my ears has been the most susurrous. I do have been meaning to write though, honestly. Eventually, I did and even that wasn’t the end of the procrastination-perfectionist thread, I still sneaked in a couple of weeks to let the letters brew. Thankfully I’m here … Continue reading H0 and H1
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My Faceless Date
“You’re late” He muttered, his voice heavy, his annoyance on its third trimester. That’s just as well. I didn’t want to come anyway. I was the one to initiate this meeting though, so I apologized. There was no going back. Not even the hisses from my tenacious insecurities would dissuade me today. I hate confrontation. … Continue reading My Faceless Date
Gossip Girl
Then this boy that night, mid-conversation, several bluetooth scopes out of topic, had simply blurted those simple words. I remember staring at him for a while, searching for the lie, secretly hoping not to find it. I looked down at the street again, that’s when for the first time I saw what he saw. A dirty crowded street full of strangers in a hurry. A mother pushing a screaming baby on a stroller, hastily motioning for the tram driver to wait for her. The tram left seconds before she reached it anyway. A beggar sitting on a corner, playing an imaginary instrument, hoping it will amuse well-wishers. They passed by without a second glance anyway.


